Yes, I'm studying. Coffee time is just a pleasant distraction.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

So here I am again, studying my a** off in what is going to be the third most potentially "make me or break me" chapter of my life (the first one being my heartbreak over my boyfriend, may he rest in peace, and the second being the Manila escape-cum-review for the bar exams).  I cannot avoid but sink in moments of self-doubt and bruised ego. My self-esteem is slightly ruined. Plus, my hair color is fading.  Geez. A good magazine is my consolation.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I am strong in my resolve to make it to the Bar. But for now my body is becoming the anti-thesis to that: I get sleepy all the time. How can I give one hundred percent of my time to my studies in this existential state? A cup of coffee is always tempting. At least it keeps my eyes wide open. Brilliant.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I wonder how I can ever sit through the entire review class today. I listen to the lecture on the  very things I have studied over and over again for the last four years of my life. The law should be at the tip of my fingertips already! Darn. We'll see about that.

Attending my review classes is the best motivation I need right now.  Or should it be becoming a lawyer before I turn 30?

Whatever. God, I need your strength. Please help me through this.

Love from Ayet